January 2011
have you ever been in love?
See now,i’m not sure how to answer this. I think what you’re referring to is the all round cliche “can’t live without them love” in which case i’m afraid to say no i haven’t. However, the other definition of being in love, the whole passion and massive amounts of attraction and wanting to see them everyday for as long as possible, i have been in yes. It was actually with a girl called Lauren, she was awesome in every way imaginable, but as time has shown it wasn’t meant to be and she is happily in love with someone else now, which i am gutted about, but part of loving someone is wanting them to be happy more than anything and now she is.
wish i was still in love though.
Insomnia
is the worst thing in the world when it hits, been trying to get to sleep now for around about three hours but my completely irrational and childish fear of not waking up has prevented that mixed in with a complete emotional failing. This only happens once in a blue moon, but whenever it does happen it’s never any easier to get over. Hate feeling like this.
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Hearing the girl you like talk about some other “hot” guy in front of you is one of the worst feelings in the world.
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